the solitude, its cutting throgh my soul...

don remember, wen i saw you
but sure i know, it's you who saw me first
peed on you many times n even put my filth
still you loved me, like none has ever did...

remember the games we played,
the trips we had,across the railways
often my naughtiness abused you
still you were amused to be with me...

the stories you told, the sounds , the expressions and everything
still remember all those n will be there till my death
the way you taught,the astro basics ,
shows how you razed off from me, my lethargic nature...

time went on n so did our ages
but the love we had never faded even a bit
the freedom you gave me, the courage you injected
made me stand tall, for you to be proud of...

പ്രിയതമേ നിനക്കായ്...

Hi dear, its February Fourteenth
The day for Valentines
When cupid with his arrows
Bonding heart with heart

As the dials show midnight
Sleeping clock’ll say
Folks! Its time to wake
N wish your valentines

First ring, though sounds metal
sings like a cuckoo bird
to open the gateway of
The Eternal world called love

Second, to bring all thoughts
of times I had with you
Wish the time goes back
though I know it won’t

Third, to rule out hell
from all the worlds we know
n bring down heaven for thee
because you are pretty, my heart!

Fourth, to bolt those wheels
L-O-V-E on our car
Every breath I take
Has your name in it

Fifth, to solder senses
For making moments ecstatic
Though we all will die
our love must stay perpetual

Sixth, to reckon this winter
is the best of all seasons
subzero mercury will shoot up
to measure my passion for you

Seventh, to take an oath
I’ll love you dear
till a change which adds
one more day to week

Eighth, to find a course
for our ship to set sail
storms amend to bouquets
if you are with me, dear!

Ninth, to see all gems
growing green at thee
cos beauty can't exist
in your absence, honey

Tenth, to make u grasp
tension is just a word
printed black in books
but never between us

Eleventh, to show all stars
‘eleventy’ zillion times
their lights are fading off
in front of your talents

Twelfth, to shout all night
my love for thee is true
together we can prove
this world is so splendid…

Middle of south had a banyan tree
Branched n rooted like none can ever see
Shadow had a peace in its slightest piece
The smallest breeze from it can choke out our sneeze

Time rolled n rolled n roots came down as fun
Tendrils owed thrills for d children’s pun
One two three n the branches grew
Till it added six to view

Time went on n birds came by
One two three n branches were thy
Together Danced n played with a lot of chirps
Made many champs in very short trips

Their numbers rose from six to more
Together made tree strong from core
None in tree knew the red flower
That flitted place to place after having fur

On an icy day the smallest welcomed warm
Flower had its leaves n tat too in a charm
The root thought alike as its cold to beat
Later sensed the truth but its late for them to meet

Branches one by one had to fall down
some were stiff n strong n so lived in lawn
the little was burned n had a small root
but it was way too weak for stopping his uproot

Seasons came n went n the monsoons clouds are next
it showered all blessings for the ones to nest
Branches became trees for the rest of life
n the smallest one’s fate was to vanish without spoof...

Like a river, it poured
the feelings inside my heart.
its daylight, i missed
though the Thunder made it bright.

The ocean and its depth
is nothing in her love.
The pearls that catch our breath
are just stones wen she smile

Thanks to the lab at Bell's
though it lacked the stuff i want,
a day without balance will
make my world so flat.

My wish, to hold your hand
with a wedding song in court
is not a Dream in mind,
but a Gift that I will get...

Trip to Saint Gits Engg college...

23rd october, was a usual day...boring lectures, sleeping , chatting n so n so...gave the least attention when our computer programming prof mentioned about an ISTE[Indian Society for Technical Education]all kerala students chapter being conducted at saint gits college of engg, near changanaasseri, kottayam...during the lunch break, i thought about the friday's upcoming materials testing lab exam...records, rough records, acclimatisation with machines, learning, preparing for viva....ooohhhhhhhhhhhhh.....2 more days n everything pending....wish i could skip this exam...

next day morning, one of my best friends, niranjan[munshi] came n said tat hes gonna participate because the college will award duty leave n hence he can skip the exam !!! i've never seen my bulb glowing like this...so during lunch break, went to collect more n more details about the events...i opted for technical debate after pairing with sivaprasad, another best buddy...the only amount we had to spent was 75[25 for bus fare n 50 for participating in the event] n will get free food n shelter for 2 days!!! that day evening 3.30 to 5.45, we had to spent in front of computer for sorting out people n their events...a total of 6 students from our class were going to take part in the event...munshi, siva, vishnu prasad[vp], nivil, nischal n me...after that munshi n i went to vinod's home for getting some GK books as munshi had opted for quiz...

25th october, '07...achan gave me a lift to the college n on the way, picked niranjan n his 2 hostelmates...the college bus started at 5:45...we guys prefered the last seats...Samad sir joined out team at Koratty...had our breakfast[velleppam n kurma] from perumbaavoor. also Mubarak sir joined our team from there...kottayam vare kathivechum vaayanokkiyum samayam kalanju...well letz not deviate...he he he...reached te college by 11am...nice college...good landscaping...well architected... well maintained n above all nice guys n gals...we enrolled ourselves for the competitions...me n siva for tech deabate, vp n munshi for quiz n mushi n nischal for network gaming...

prelims started n we did our best...the prelims for network gaming n quiz was fine but the one for tech debate was useless...they asked some Gk questions n that included from bible n such stuff...we lost all such questions as we don even know Bhagavat Geetha...there was no negative marking so wrote all sorts of garbage...when the results came,we all were deselected...our seniors got selected for quiz n also tech debate...but did well in tech debate n we were the runners up...actually we were happy for getting deselected...enjoyed the whole function...

NB: guys n gals...don forget to read bible n memorise it before going to a christian college for any sort of competition...

had our lunch n thereafter from 2:30 onwards te cultural programmes started...nice gals all around but couldnt do any "thenditharam" as we were sitting with teachers...the cultural programmes were too good...nice dances, songs n all...had our tea in between..elaichi tea, cake n uzhunnu vada...n that too absolutely free !!!meanwhile the ones who anchored, said that the upcoming event is a hot piece of dance from s3 gals...hearing te word "hot", the stadium was jam packed with boys...the dance began n everyone understood their standard...those people donno even the meaning of "hot"...kadumpottanmaar mannunnikal !!! the only thing which i didnt like was a damn useless fashion show n the pandemonium in the name of rock band[may be because i was sitting too close to the speakers]...after all such stuff, our ears almost lost its sensitivity...also phoned my friends frequently...

cultural programmes ended by 7:30... we then went to take dinner...chicken biriyani...fortunately there was veg biriyani too n i pushed my belly n mouth to its limits...after that we were taken to "cana councelling centre for family life prosperity" at thuruthy for our nights stay...while others played cards, i added a few lines to my diary...

26th october...we guys woke early n got ready for goin to the college n that too right on time !!! only because we all were driven by our bellies... started at 8 n had breakfast by 8:30...superb velleppam n kurma...again filled our tanks to full...todays main events were best manager[stress interview]...nivil n vp appeared n vp got selected in the final 10...4 out of 10 from our college...1st two rounds over n 5 were selected to advance....vp was in n also another senior...vp did well...he said pakka dialogues n double pakka dance for the song"omana pura kadapurathe omane..." but was unlucky as there was no awards for 2nd or 3rd...meanwhile our seniors took majority of the technical project presentation prizes...electrical n civil got 1st n mech n computer science got 2nd...also our college owned te maximum number of participants...n so a special prize for us...


had our lunch in between...nice sadya n adaprathaman...return trip started at 4:30 after tea...mushi left for his home yeasterday itself n many more were gone so lots of free seats...i went to te back seat n slept comfortably for almost 4 hrs...while others were singing songs n rocking...meanwhile opened our special prize n it was 2 SMALL BOWLS !!! of the size of ash trays...reached home near about 10 and te only extra luggage we had was particuipation certificates...that shows howmuch energy cautious we really are because if we bring more n more pizes, that will add weight to te bus an eventually its mileage will reduce...tats exactly te way a royal mech must think...

this picture shows nature's artistic talents...it looks like a gal sitting on a bench or chair awaiting someone..i've named it "the awaiting damsel"...

anyways i've learned tat some gals favour flirting n some don't but what a person must do is to select the right thing wat his heart says...

hovercraft-the aborted foetus

Hi folks...
Today, as i've got no other engagement, decided to write about the story of an aborted foetus..."hovercraft", the discarded golden jubilee project of my class, Mech B 2006-10 batch of Govt. Engg College Thrissur...

it all started in July...On a tirsome afternoon while we were sleeping in the class listening to the very interesting lecture of ECRamakrishnan sir, KKRamachandran sir,one of the senior staff members, came to the class to announce about the golden jubilee celebs of our college...he said tat the college expects at least one project from our class...highly delighted n finding an opportunity to make our dreams come true, me n my friends started discussion about innovative n creative projects that could revolutionize the present scenario...when queried, he said tat a huge amount of 50thousand bucks are reserved for each n every class...

then started the days of discussions..dreams..reading...surfing...this tat n everything...last came up with 3 main projects...
1]tender coconut cutter
2]coconut peeler n cutter
3]Hovercraft

the idea of 1st project came after going through a monthly[thanks to our great library...]...n the 2nd project came on the day of our 1&2's last exam...we guys wanted to do something tats useful for the public n the generations to come...nevertheless the 1st idea was neglected cos it was too simple n the 2nd because we were not technically enough advanced for tat to happen...the 5 seater hovercraft's idea came last but we decided to go with it neglecting the other two mainly because it was something awesome, once made we will get public attention n also aid while campus recruitment n many more advantages that even included roaming around with gal friend...

the data collection n also the information digging started simultaneously from everyone's part independently but in an organised way...after getting enough primary data, the next mission was to select an eminent faculty from our college who can guide us to success n we approached CPSunilkumar sir, Asst prof...we went to his home, went here n there for getting details of engine n other parts...our phone balance dropped drastically but the area exposed inside the petrol tank grew n grew n grew...

in the name of this project, vinod[one of my best friends] n i were called to his tuition centre...there he offered us the post of probationary tuition teacher, well we decided to work for a month n then to decide about continuing further...we people had to take classes for small children 6th to 9th standard n that too state syllabus...

meanwhile at college, the discussions about hovercraft got heated up...professors came to know about it, they started to collect all sorts of possible information n also tried to get sponsorship from alumni as the estimated cost was about 1.05lakhs...every knocked door was bolted tight from inside n i guess those were nicely insulated too...after 2 weeks time, professor Krishnakumar sir called us n said"i've check different sites n also did contact many of my friends...they prescribed some sites n i've checked those...these are all factory made parts which we only need to assemble...and that will be pretty much expensive...so why can't you people make a small desktop model[showing a desk]" we defended to the best but whatever we did never succeeded because they couldnt even think about a funding greater than 5 thousand bucks..."well what you guys say can be understood..when i was studying in IIT, my seniors made one....you people can use an exhaust fan to act for the lifting purpose.."he continued...we left the scene saying tat we will put our decision after discussing with classmates...n when discussed, astonishingly, we all came to the same answer..."ask everyone to f**k off, lets abort this project..."...thats the unity of Royal Mex...no matter what u say Mex Rule the World !!!

the golden castles made by 51 students just disappeared in thin air...romantic safari with gal friend...media coverage...fame...money...everything...many of us said about this to the near n dear...promised galfriends the 1st drive, n many more things[really interesting bit of imagination]...the college profs decision was expected but not this slow....initially they gave us a hope but played role towards the end...the money we lost doesn't matter...time we lost can also be forgotten....but the dreams we had !!! can never forget it...

our mindset after the denial of project was like that of a mom who lost her very 1st child during pregnancy itself...i've used aswathy's[my good friend n cousin] poem to portray our hearts...[ofcourse its without her permission hope she will forgive me...wouldnt you??]

Navaneeth, my very best friend perked me after a couple of days n i made a small model of hovercraft keeping the aim "getting hover means success"...te whole work was accomplished within a week...thanks to you buddy because you made me understand " it is always better to light a candle than curse the darkness..."...



the video is that of that small model which i've made out of household junks...everything except battery n glue are junks !!!